L.T.M.D

cycles

so im really depressed at this moment, i dont know why, ive been sleeping like either 2 hours per night or 20…. i either have mono or no energy, i have all the wold at my fingertips yet i cannot seem to make shit right. my fucking family fucks with me everytime i see them, always a constant reminder of what i could or should have beeen not that i give a fuck. apparently i do or just cant stand the annoyance of them telling me they miss the old me
grow the fuck up
i am
/rant